It was a lazy morning I was just recovering from fever and its after effects I had appeared for an important exam despite my poor health else it was going to cost me two years of my studies which I didn’t want to lose. Ignorant of the exam I had written and nothing could be changed now I was just casually playing candy crush on the phone like a free soul who didn’t have any responsibilities despite the fact of me being totally aware of how bad my performance was on the test I failed to remember at that time how important every choice is and how one wrong choice could cost me a lot. In candy crush every level has certain number of moves it allows and each level has a task that must be completed with whatever resource provided the irony is that despite the innumerable times we lose out at the game we still try again and again the pop up messages we get is a constant motivation to not give up and constantly work on improving our performance. But in life that has no meaning its the other way around if you don’t get something then it means that it was not meant for you and that your brain is not capable, and as for studies it is only meant for the extremely brainy and hardworking. The fault here is not in our stars as the saying goes but it is within us and our own actions that lead to our results. The problem is either in the limited amount of effort we put in or our poor understanding skills we never tried to improve. We never try a little more and we just can’t accept failure is where our drawback lies.
Books are such if you understand them they are your best friend and if you leave them they’ll wait for you forever. So it’s up to us that we don’t let them wait instead we set out and make it happen. When we are on the weaker side when it comes to reading laziness overpowers at times then followed by the master of all procrastination.
When I lay in bed all by myself and I felt the trickles roll over from my eyes over to my pillow that only i felt. The wrong turn I took exceeding the maximum safe angle of turning, it was done friction had let go off me, the potential energy in me had started to convert itself into kinetic energy, gravity can’t be defied it took its course instantaneously with time my position changed I accelerated non-uniformly my eyes were seeing everything upside down I was dizzy and then there I was at the end of the stairs not able to move in excruciating pain I just lay there immobile I had become a victim of my own actions the total energy had been conserved but now it had converted itself into bruises and the swollen forehead I had to bear with. The change in angle at which I turned cost me all this we don’t realize consequences when we make a decision its only when the results come it irks us at our hearts and we wish we could go back in time but it’s too late by then to fix it or do anything it all remains as permanent scars that we try to conceal.